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[20 Apr 2005|10:09am] |
i don't know where my head is as of late.
everyone has such drama and alot of people are being really two faced but if you hear someone say something shitty about someone you care about should you tell them? should you tell them if they say something everytime they aren't around. it makes me wonder if over half my friends are worth a shit.
i need a job. i want michael to call me but i haven't seen him in a few days... michael if you read this i miss you.
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[18 Apr 2005|12:04pm] |
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well, michael and i went to this show at expo 5 on sat. it was ok. we got to hear some good bands and i got to hear the band he maybe playing with. he asked me about Elliot and we got all the bad stuff out of the way. i'm seeing elliot and he had a date with a girl yesterday. i forgot her name. shes really pretty though. shes his age, a few months older even. i don't know really how this is working between him and i but it is. i love him so much, i can't not have him in my life... but i think we both need to grow up a bit and i don't see it happening while we are together. hes my best friend.
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[13 Apr 2005|11:57am] |
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i wanna look in the mirror and like what i see. i adore set design by the way, i never realized how happy it makes me. i can almost breath now... chris is moving out soon, he and tasha fight everyday. i guess everyone goes away for one reason or another. i've been watching tim burton's short "Vincent" like everyday. i heart vincent big time!!! in like 6 years when i start having all my babies i think i'll name my son Vincent. mom is always trying to get me to name my unborn children anyway haha.
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[11 Apr 2005|12:02pm] |
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so michael is moving out today. i'm really sad. hes going to do just fine for himself, hes making really good money and will most likely be moving in with Bobert, Ryan, and Joe. I think it will be good for him to live with the boys for a wile. hes such a good guy, i just ended up taking a little more care of him then i should. we're both ok. not great but ok.
and sean, you don't have to worry about him he really can take care of himself. we just have to let him.
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[06 Apr 2005|01:01pm] |
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michael and i are no longer together
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[30 Mar 2005|02:14pm] |
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i got this from Laura's live journal
 | You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).
Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.
agnosticism | | 75% | Paganism | | 71% | Buddhism | | 63% | Satanism | | 54% | Islam | | 42% | Hinduism | | 42% | Judaism | | 29% | atheism | | 25% | Christianity | | 17% | </td>
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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[28 Mar 2005|12:39pm] |
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i really don't want to go to class. i am doing so bad right now. this sux i can think anymore. what the hell is wrong with me. i wish i could talk to kate.
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[28 Mar 2005|12:24pm] |
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he did it again! i said "michael, give me a kiss. i don't remember the last time i kissed you." and he asked why. i didn't know it was that big of a deal, i just dropped it until he told me that i would grow out of "liking to kiss" what the hell is he talking about?!
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[17 Mar 2005|11:46am] |
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| Beautiful_Ghoul is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested. | N
POISON |
From Go-Quiz.com
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[17 Mar 2005|11:27am] |
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shit has gone down. i am not responsible for anyones actions. i don't make you do things, you choose to do them. Blaming other people for your unhappiness is stupid. if your not happy with your life then change it, get off your ass and do something. i am not playing mommy anymore.
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[15 Mar 2005|01:54pm] |
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michael and i went to a movie last night with rob and megan. ireally like hers shes really sweet. then we went to robs and hung out it was fun. i think i'll do my home work at highland later....
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[14 Mar 2005|05:21pm] |
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my god i'm a bitch...
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[09 Mar 2005|05:44pm] |
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2 years already. wow. i love you Michael.<3
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[09 Mar 2005|05:41pm] |
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in order to make friends you have to talk to people. blah, why the hell would i want to know them.
My theatre prof. really liked my costume designs. there still not done but i think they will turn out really nice. OH and the prof. i wanted for stagecraft is leaving! so i get some dick who doesn't even have half as many years in as pickett. i'm pissed!!!!
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[08 Mar 2005|01:07pm] |
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so i sold a dress i made for $20.00 it was a little skimpy thing i don't have the guts to wear anymore. i wish i could have gotten more but... all well. so i have $20.00, now should i buy something for michael with it or should i take us out to eat somewhere?
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[07 Mar 2005|01:04pm] |
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So heres whats up. Micahels boss isn't paying him. he keeps saying he doesn'y have the money yet. Michael has been waiting for over a month. AND i lost my job. well i didn't lose it i quit. some cunt at work that has only been there for like 2 months didn't like me. shes sleeping with the boss so i was going to loose my job. nice huh. so the boss was going to have me come in and train the girl that was going to take my place then fire me at the end of the day. fucked isn't it. so i quit. i'll be easer to find a job if i quit rather than get fired. so michael and i have enough for bills this month because i got my tax returns but i don't know whats going to happen next month. Michael is more worried about not getting his tattoo worked on the bills next month. he still hasn't put in any job applications yet. like after he gets payed hes going to keep working for these ass holes. i know this sounds crazy but michael can be really sexist sometimes, its like he wont lesson to me because i don't have a dick. i'm busting my ass trying to make bills and michael hasn't helped me with one sense we got our apt. meanwhile mine and michaels two year anniversary is coming up in two days. i can't get him anything, and we can't do anything. it sucks. i don't know what i'm going to do.
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[02 Mar 2005|10:16am] |
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Michaels phone is only for work but michael being michael used it all the damn time so his boss turned it off until the next time he leaves town. if anyone needs to get a hold of him call my phone after 7. before that i have classes.
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[28 Feb 2005|02:09pm] |
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blah blah blah blah... cupid got fucked in the ass. febuary is over, bills are due and i wanna hide under the bed.
i now have a my space thing... i suck thought. i haven't a clue what i'm doing.
i went and changed my major to theatre. everyone knew it was coming, it was getting to the point where i change my major or dropped out and moved. still thinking about moving.
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[23 Feb 2005|11:31am] |
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temporary_wings had this quiz so i thought i would take it. haha
you are either a "punk" or an "indie
snob"! why don't you go start a shit-core
band or listen to some pavement!
*how emo are you?*
brought to you by Quizilla
i gusee i'm not very emo. but i <3 you emo friends. haha
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